"I'd rather gamble, lose all and face Death rather than fucking rot here exhausted from this waste of breath."

I just wanna be happy. Fucking happy. Thank you for all of your good advices but it is my fight my own trouble I'm facing right now. I'm going fine alone. I just need some time alone and I need to go a little further from my friends this time round. Recently, honestly, I've not been that happy and I'm sad for no reason. No reason. I feel like shit and every breathe I take seems so hard and heavy. I just wanna disappear for a period of time. Let me be x.